this isn’t something you can pick up and drop so easily
my heart throbs for something i can’t have
so here i wait eagerly
and i cry
my heart shakes once again and i feel i could die
here alone
because you’re gone
i pushed you out but you were so wrong
i did all i could do
why do i feel so helpless?
there’s nothing more i could give
and nothing less
you’re not being erased
see, that would be too easy
not too easy to do
but instead too easy on me
i’ve got to ache for this one
it’s gotta sting to my core
if it didn’t then i’d never know
what this heart was for
