pet peeve 2
not being in your arms.
i’ve never heard more endearing words than those written to me tonight.
i'm breathing,i promise.
now hand me my life support. i need it still. security blanket. cocaine addict’s needle. child’s teddy. hooker’s fishnets. boxer’s gloves. bipolar’s meds. just give it back. i just want to hold on a little longer. just for safe keeping.
darling,i hope you don’t mind,but i often flash us into the 1940’s when thinking of our future.
i want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you i’m your biggest fan.
Madonna isn’t Jesus.
and those moments i feel transparent...
…i really hate. it’s such an anxious feeling. anxious and unnerving. in those times,i don’t even feel like you see me. it’s like all you see is some unknown facade. i don’t know what you’re really seeing in those times,but it’s definitely not me. not the real me that is. i guess i’m just tired. or something like that. but either way,i think...
doesn't really need an explanation.just check it.
sometimes i get so down.
terribly low. painfully so. then i remember, you are telephone wires. internet cables, rivers and stars. you’re only a moment, a heartbeat, away. though it’s hard to remember on a day like today.
nothing feels too good today. nothing feels too very good at all. and i’m not good at making choices. nothing feels like yesterday. now i feel that this could be my fall. and i’m just trying to ignore this. now. now i know. now i know that you and i have to work to get this right. and here. here i see. you and i could work this out. you and i are meant to be. but only if...
You are water. I’m water. We’re all water in different containers. That’s why...– Yoko Ono (via moth)
and now i could fall faster than light faster than...
sometimes it’s terribly disheartening to hear you agree with me.
sufjan stevens. blind pilot. eisley. iron and wine. m.ward. final fantasy-owen pallett. wilco. great lake swimmers. andrew bird. bon iver. animal collective. she and him. st.vincent. patrick watson. james taylor. laura marling. azure ray.
I’m everything and nothing all at once… …and,unless I can outshine Gaga, that act is never gonna fly.